Showing posts with label zen. Show all posts
Showing posts with label zen. Show all posts

Tuesday, February 9, 2010

ZEN NOIR ~ By Daniel Stine of Harbinger*33

Zen Noir
~ by Daniel Stine 


Frankie the Weasel was a small man, an unparticular man. He’d never been made and yet every boss in the borough called Frankie when things needed to get done. Frankie had a way about him. He’d never stood for a fight, never shot a man, never hacked or stuck one neither. But the fight always ended the same way, with Frankie walking away from yet another fulfilled contract. Fulfilled contracts mean fulfilled pockets, and I aimed to get me some of The Weasels pocket.

Following the man was not easy. He seemed to drift between walls. Sometimes I would be looking right at him and he’d disappear. I’d pick him up a minute later, right where I lost him, amid the hawkers and vendors of the street markets. He took a right into one of the most violent alleys in the city, like he was at home there, and when I caught up to the alley he’d entered, I could hear the trouble he was in.

Some hop-head with a blade wanted The Weasel to empty his pockets. I stood amazed as he did just that. He dumped a roll that would’ve fed a third world country for a week! The hop-head near fainted and as he dove for the cash, Frankie simply began to walk away. Money like that’s got a scent and the sharks caught hold of it. Hop-head got himself killed within minutes, and the sharks that done it turned upon themselves. It wasn’t long before the roll went from green to red. The Weasel, he just stepped out of the shadow like he was intimate with it, and scooped the roll. Four bodies and Frankie walked away without a scratch.

I continued my tail. I followed Frankie from the lower east side all the way up to the upper west. Something seemed to come over The Weasel as the neighborhoods got cleaner, brighter. He stood taller, walked with a stronger purpose; his clothes even seem to become less wrinkled. Before I knew it I lost him in a sea of upper-class types all wearing the same face. A little confused and a lot of hungry I turned back the way I came and ran smack into Frankie the Weasel. Except now he weren’t no weasel. Frankie had the same face as the other Wall Street hacks with one small, incongruent difference. The Weasel smiled.

Bobby the Brain used to go on about a famous painting where some chick had a sneaky smile, like she’d hit a boss and got away with it. Frankie, his smile was like that. It both soothed me and scared me pissless at the same time.

“You hungry buddy?” came his unremarkable voice. I had no tongue, I could only nod. The sneaky smile twitched and then we were in heaven. When I say heaven, I mean a steak house, with real steak, Porterhouse Steak Frankie called them. And we drank beer from classy bottles and Frankie told me stories about how he’d been around the world, seen things, learned things. Half the shit he talked about did little more than clean my ear passages but I started to get the drift of it all. Frankie was letting me in his great secret.

That was five years ago. Frank vanished the day he said my training was complete. I hadn’t even known I was being trained, but there it was. The secret. The knowledge of how he does it. My path is a little different than Frank's. My natural skills, ironically enough, turned out to be for the other side. I’m a cop now. The secret cares nothing about human concepts of right or wrong, of law, nor man-made order, it is the great secret. It is enough.
(c) 2010 ~ Author Daniel Stine

SPEAKS THE AUTHOR, TALL AND TRUE: OK, Kateica. I've written a bit for your BIJOU. I wove a thread of Zen with a Noir needle and produced Zen Noir for your reading and if you like, posting pleasure.

RESPONDS THE CHATELAINE OF THE BIJOU: D, the pleasure of your posting was my honour of the mosting. When it comes to zen you've always rallied, smoothly, with valour. Ahhh, but now you shade in your shadowed noir and new facets edge the light of your dark side. Smooth, with valour. Thank*you, dear friend, for letting your words linger, as they will from our big screen to readers' minds . . . smooth, with valour.

Yes, our Dan's an inspired and inspiring teacher man, an American ex-pat living and loving in ZhongShan, GuangDong,  the People's Republic of China. He's tough, he's tender and come every week, Tuesday's his favourite day to contender. (You'll have to ask him about that). Aboard the mighty HARBINGER*33, the zen-man began the beguine of the *grin*-sweeper scene and hustled on board our scribes with their pens, barrels of rum and stories to tell. As for Daniel's stories, they'll always be told . . . smoothly, with valour.

Discover more where Daniel's in China or how he posts words ala posterous which he must just let go:

"Who knows where it comes from, these urges
to write, to post for the world to see. 
It seems there is another force, 
a neural crossfire going on inside me."  


THANKS D,  for crossfire forces, making THE BIJOU yet another of your ever welcome-homes.

~ Absolutely*Kate 
and the fine staff of renown, 
AT THE BIJOU
 

Saturday, November 14, 2009

Peppers and Zen

I was troubled, inside kind of troubled, hide-it-from-the-world kind of troubled, the worst kind of troubled. Ambling through Stop & Shop's produce section, in quest-selection of perfect green peppers, on the way home from works on a Friday night, I sensed his presence, I felt his presence, but I couldn't see his presence . . . and then, there he was ~ a short, strong, older dark haired man, asking with a different kind of inner light, "Pardon, would you please show me where the smaller chilies are?". Instinct always rules when your spirit, even a troubled spirit, knows the grace of Open, so cart and purse left behind, I turned the proverbial corner with the mysterious gent to the hot pile of chilies, where his eyes danced and his hand grasped and pumped mine, tandem to an honoured blessing, "You are a warm and fine woman, undergoing some kind of trouble, yet instantly helped a stranger."

Perhaps the temperature changed or the warmth simply, (thus strongly) took on quantum frequencies, but in the next half-hour spent in fascination with the internal medicine man from Pakistan, my joining-in historical mate and I learned of four years of US citizenship, a most delicious curry recipe, Muslim influences into world-stretch, historical and governmental rhythms, injustices swallowed as pace of life, what classes of men are suitable for well-provided daughter matches, and the depth which intelligence furthers an individual. The parting was a hug and not a handshake; the proclamation, holding my gaze with his superb soft browns was, "Ah, you are a spiritual lady too?". Wanting to hold this moment, wanting this warming peace over where inner troubles fester, he answered my unspoken question, "We will meet again, when we are meant to."

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I think he left Connecticut and went to Pennsylvania next,
helping my friend Zelda out with her own peppered thoughts.
I can only
trust so.

~ by Absolutely*Kate
~ of Harbinger*33


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BE ENCHANTED WHEN 33 STELLAR AUTHORS SAIL OUT DISTINCTIVE TRUTHS
OF THEIR OWN VITAL VOICES IN THE WELL-HONED FICTION AND FANTASIES
THEY PRESUPPOSE IN THE PREMIER VOYAGE OF HARBINGER*33
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